Chapter 1: A Night with Luke Combs

Recently, I had the chance to attend a Luke Combs concert at Ford Field in Detroit. For those unfamiliar, Luke Combs is a prominent figure in the country music scene today. His lyrics often align with the genre's typical themes, focusing on casual fun, drinking beer, and enjoying time with friends—elements I once cherished in my 20s.

In fact, I had woven these themes into my identity, embracing a lifestyle that mirrored the carefree vibes of his songs. However, that connection began to fade.

While I still appreciate the camaraderie and simplicity depicted in country music, I have come to realize that these songs no longer encapsulate my entire being.

After experiencing my first genuine panic attacks a few years back, I understood the importance of confronting my anxieties honestly. The lifestyle portrayed in country music was no longer a feasible pursuit for me. Upon reflecting on my true self, I recognized that my identity encompasses much more than the typical country music narrative.

Writing, exploring nature, and pursuing a purpose-driven career have added richness to my identity.

Attending the Luke Combs concert was more than just a night of entertainment; it served as a moment for reflection on my personal growth and the relevance of those lyrics in my life today.

Before the concert, we began our evening at The Monarch Club, one of Detroit's few rooftop bars, showcasing the city's revitalized dining scene. This upscale venue was unexpected for pre-concert festivities, yet it offered a fantastic atmosphere for our gathering. The food and drinks were delightful, complemented by stunning city views.

From there, we moved to The Evening Bar at the Shinola Hotel, another cocktail spot in downtown Detroit. It was during this time that I realized I was embracing a different side of myself. I wasn’t searching for the typical “townee” bar to drink craft beer and catch a Tigers game before the concert at Ford Field. Instead, I was crafting a fresh experience rooted in an old passion.

In the past, I would have felt uneasy about this shift. As someone resistant to change, I would have stubbornly clung to my old habits. However, I have learned to accept that change is a natural part of life. A Luke Combs concert can evoke new feelings without being negative. In fact, it can signify personal growth, revealing a more intricate identity that belongs to me rather than being scripted by a country artist.

The themes in those lyrics will always resonate with me, and I’ll continue to celebrate that part of my identity. Yet, they no longer define the entirety of who I am.

The first video captures a fun journey with friends, reflecting the experiences and connections that arise from traveling together—an adventure reminiscent of the themes in country music.

The second video features JP Saxe performing "Dangerous Levels of Introspection," a compelling exploration of self-reflection and emotional depth, resonating with my own journey of personal discovery.