Chapter 1: Revisiting Childhood Aspirations

In my youth, I envisioned a bright future filled with joy and adventure. However, I often wonder if it is I who has changed or if society has altered my aspirations.

There was a time when the mere sight of sunlight brought me immense joy, and I was eager to embrace life. Yet, somewhere along the way, I found solace in darkness, which now feels comforting. How do I erase the memories of those carefree days filled with boundless energy? Back then, I was full of positivity, brimming with ideas and dreams. Perhaps I was naive to think those ambitions were achievable. I fondly recall my childhood dreams of becoming a scientist or a doctor and building my own cars to achieve wealth.

Despite my youthful confidence, I now recognize how foolish I was to believe I could truly make a name for myself. In this vast world, I realize I am not exceptionally unique, yet I still yearn for my dreams to materialize.

As I've matured, I've gained insights that have caused me to reevaluate my early aspirations. It became clear that I am not a prodigy or particularly extraordinary. Many individuals possess talents that surpass mine, yet they, too, share the same struggles. Perhaps one day I will become one of those individuals longing for the simplicity of my childhood. However, I refuse to abandon my dreams, as I do not want to betray the hopeful child who aspired to achieve greatness.

The child I once was lacked understanding of the world—unaware of his own limitations, the hardships he would face due to poor choices, or the likelihood that he might have to relinquish his dreams. Was it his fault for dreaming big when encouraged to do so? Was it wrong that he remained ignorant, as no one guided him? Or was he simply inspired by the movies and stories around him? I cannot pinpoint who instilled in him the belief that hard work could lead to the realization of his dreams. Yet, that child is still me, harboring a beautiful vision of a promising future.

Is it wrong for me to consider giving up on that dream? Will I regret the decisions I make today when I grow old? Will that child resent me for my hesitations? I don’t have the answers, nor do I wish to find them because that child still resides within me, yearning to accomplish great things, even amid numerous limitations.

While everything has transformed around me, perhaps I will too. But for now, I choose to hold onto who I am.

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This video showcases the Japanese version of "The Future I Dreamed of" from Yakuza 7: Like a Dragon, capturing the essence of aspirations and nostalgia.

Here, you can enjoy the English version of "The Future I Dreamed of" from Yakuza 7: Like a Dragon [No Chorus], reflecting on dreams and personal growth.